A present

Hmmm....
Let me ask u this what will u give as a birthday gift to a 11year old girl...
Here's the hints....
She is celebrating her 11 years old, she is my student(swimming), very active in sports and GOD gifted talent in whatever things she does, she shines (a little bit talkative to people she is familiar to) brighter than the lots.
What else.... ummm, she may be 11 years old but she does has a mature thinking(don get me wrong as in she is old typo), she thinks rationally and of course all kids are happy go lucky....well most.
She is well brought up, well mannered(parents did and doing a good job), loves music and well she has a rock solid attitude where she doesn't give up that easily and would try to strive harder to achieve the goal in her mind.
Ok.... most people gave me these suggestions

• wallet
• girly stuffs(necklace.....)
• sunglasses
  
• swimming accessories and attires
• stuffed toys(teddy bear...)
• sports shoe
• fancy expensive slippers(beach slippers by billabong,....)
• and finally candies

well there were more but ahh just forget those.
Before that u might ask why on earth do i need to get her something??
My answer is simple, she is one of those students whom i am very close to.
Maybe I'm not but at least that's what i felt.
Anyway back to the present...
Now I don know what u'll guys choose but I chose to get her a big pack of candies.
Candies that cost me RM30+, it is reasonable to me as the candies are not easily found everywhere.
I came across a tidbits shop selling numerous candies, I was sooo excited as I do think I still have that child's crave in me, hehe.
I was in Sunway Pyramid, came out from Shogun a Japanese buffet where I celebrated my father's birthday.
There it was like watching gems lying around begging to be consumed.
My mom suggested I mix all of the candies available and so I did.
About a variety of 12 different types of candies I'd mixed.
The candies were those with similar texture of gummy bears, but just way traditional and way tasty hehe, free tasting.
Got it, bought a transparent gift wrap, which I searched high and low in the whole P.J. as it was Deepavali all shops were practically closed.
Wrapped it placed it in a bag and went for work the evening, the eve of her birthday.
Waited for the training to end, I am a coach there, then waited till she bathe and...........
flew her into the swimming pool but I guess I threw her too hard haha SORRY.
Then waited till everyone left I gave her the present, donno whether she'll like it.
Hey, its just candies.
Thats all for now, see ya.

Emo coming back haha

Sitting here almost everyday thinking almost about everything in the past.
The sweet memories and of course the bitterness of the candy memories.
Just thinking that next year is my and our last year of university life.................., gives me heart aches haha.
Thinking we were all care free, enjoying, smiling and laughing at each others' jokes, actions and swearing and curing for fun.
I'm fed up of studying seriously as I even thought of stopping since sem 2 year 1 after the disappointment in maths haha.
I try harder each sem and yes each sem I'm getting better (well slightly).......
But I don seem to understand how to answer the paper,

• memorize checked,
• understanding checked,
• format totally clueless

No matter how much facts I wrote, how well my facts are I don't seem to get a grip in answering the stupid paper as this is my fatal weakness in exams.
Anyway, life goes on.......i guess.
Next year will also determine whether am I suited to be with my sis in Aussie haiz damn,(she'll kill me).
Back to uni life last year, friends were made and friendship was broken.
Love was made..............tht doesn't sound right.............connected, it was practically flying all around in the sky as love is in the air.
Couples were born and couples broke off and some ...well couldn't happen i guess. aka tak jadi la.
Liki group was formed and being quite popular until well i guess people grows up........Their perception is grown ups must be all that serious, almighty and 'MATURE' huh... thats childish to me.
anyway LIKI is basically dead now netherless there are some loyal members keeping things running.
What else.... let me see, nothing much if there are i'll write that down in the next post haha ok see ya

My phone's been kidnapped(mature listing)

Well my Nokia N73 was stolen from the bottom my nose, well literately.......
OK what happened was as usual I went to work, started teaching and all.......
I was on over time as today's class was monstrous and very very frustrating as when one bad apple comes with another rotten apple, it'll create apocalypse to the world............................
To make things more understandable, one brat + another brat = chaos.
Damn I'm good with equations...
Back to the phone, so after that I went to get my stuffs to bathe but then I realized my bag was missing something...
I threw everything out just to find some (please don mind me saying this)... pathetic, assed up, fucked up, son of a bitch, fucking asshole, son of a whore, brainless, idiotic buffoon, society's rubbish, GOD-DAMN son and his DAMN-GOD failed to teach him what's moral, fucker, sucked up bastard, ma ge hai, cibai, dickless shit, ................... u made me swore for the whole fucking day, u soon to be retarded or limbless or half dead, suffer in this piece of shitty world............who took my phone right from my bag.
Whoever is it, I have NEVER cursed anyone in my entire life so deep that I really really DO HOPE when u die, u'll DIE in such a tragic accident that no one can recognize u and your entire fucking family will be dragged along with your stupid assed up death..................
GOD must have hated u that much that u were to be cursed by me u fucking asshole.
As I swore if I know who the fuck u are ... somehow I'll let u taste a little bit of the shitty water in 3k and see how I steal ur fucking pathetic life.............
OK........ I'm cool, I'm relaxed everything's good but mind my words that all the curse will never be taken back by me.............
What is lost .. yes its lost.... if I dropped it give me back if i placed it somewhere give me back but u must take it away from me, u bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry for the anger and frustration being lashed out here....hahahaahahahahahahahahahaaha

Back from the past

Well after a long & yet a boring ride, I'm as free as a bird......literately.

These few weeks I noticed people around me young or old, are seriously changing fast, time really flew pass me.
Today marked a day to be remembered where I 1st started teaching in the competitive swimming a few years ago.
I remembered my on my 1st day, I was well unknown like an alien to the bunch of students except for a few promoted beginners whom were under me before.
I was confused to be honest as not knowing what to do or how to start.
My boss told me just watch and learn or try and error haha.
It wasn't a pleasant feeling especially when confronting 30+ students as I'm used to teach beginners and not competitive swimmers.
The unpleasant feeling soon went away as confidence started to overwhelm me.
It soon became excitement and bullet-proof ego but this attitude made me even vulnerable.
I was a basketball coach before I started this.
My temper, lets just say I adapted the RED HOT temper from coaching my basketball team haha.
Well, I thought if I were to apply the same method into the swimming class I might as well be easy off.
Yes, it was but soon I realize I'm WRONG, terribly WRONG. Basketball and swimming are 2 different sports as land and water sports are totally different.
I at the similar time, stopped coaching basketball and left the coaching to a good friend of mine.
I started to observe every movement and attitude of all the students.
Trying to not just make them listen to me but to be able to capture their heart.
When I look at them swim with their full effort, they reminded me of myself before I sustained the fatal injury on my knees and back.
I trained day and night just trying my luck to get into the states team basketball.
But when I was finally called up for the audition, an incident left me stranded for the rest of my life. I blamed no one for my own stupidity and clumsiness.
I cried day after days and soon before I realize I turned into a fat flabby useless depressed boy.
Every time I walked I felt like a thousand needles stabbing through my knees and when I tried to move a little bit vigorously I pant not from exhaustion but from the pain I suffering.
I spent so much time, so much effort, so much sweat, so much energy and so much money on my dreams, my hope, my ONE and only inspiration, it was all for nothing haha.
I fell deep down very deep till then I felt a string rope tied around me was pulling me back to the surface. What was that strong emotional feeling?
My depression finally ended, I no longer just sit down waiting for miracles to happen.
I took up studies in sports injuries sucking as much knowledge about my injury as possible and come up with a cure for it. But there was no cure there is actually no cure.
I thus learnt about acupuncture and came across a place in PJ.
Got myself well done, may not be perfect but I'm free from a lot of pain. The pain I felt reduced dramatically and soon I'm back with sports step by step.
Coming back to the question just now. The answer was the determination faces of the students, the kids motivated me with their unwillingly to back down from failure and trying harder to fulfill their desired timing, this pulled me out of the endless pit of depression.
I owe them for this, as they changed me forever, I am now cheerful and optimistic and my life is filled with joy and fun.
I played back basketball, may not be as agile and great as ever but at least I'm doing something i have always love to do.
I learnt 2 very valuable experience from all this commotion.

• In life, we all tend to learn from each another regardless of age, gender, race and even status. All we need to do is respect each another, have an open minded and willingly to share, the road ahead of us is a smooth one.
• Failure is nothing but a lesson thought by life itself, study it, analyze it, experience it, improve it and most importantly LIVE it. Giving up will never be your vocabulary as living to the fullest is SUCCESS itself.

Buddha:

If we could see the miracle of a single flower clearly, our whole life would change.

Andy Mckee-Rylynn

Now this is the original version of RyLynn played by the wonder Korean kid
Damn Coool!!!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JsD6uEZsIsU

Sungha Jung the Wonder kid

The magical hands of this Korean kid
amazing!!!!!!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zDzyWAaoBAM&feature=email

hmmm a thought for u busy plp=can i borrow $25

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'

DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.

SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'

The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.

'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled..

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to

have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

In need to Change

Well yesterday my friend told me the results was out so after the basketball game, I rushed home at once just to find I couldn't login to that dumb assed intranet.
By the way I'm studying in UTAR.
Then this morning, I logged in also to find myself in the same shitty problem.
Before I continue, I would like to wish happy celebrating Aidilfitri and happy holidays to everyone whom may be concerned.
For once I'm so freaking nervous about my results as I in my heart have known that I didn't do quite well in the exam especially in meta and molecular.
Whatever and I mean whatever I read didn't come out, yet I didn't spot any questons I read all the info in the notes given.
I was like oh shit I flung this exam, how can I be so dumb.
But what is done is done, all I can do now is wait and wait.
If worst come to worst I'll resit the exam again as there's nothing I can do about this.
p.s. anyone reading this please keep it here and don spread it everywhere k.